The only way to get my mind to work right is to know that my body is to do what it's to do. The body has to keep up with the things the mind wants it to do. And my performance is then incredible. I'm competitive in everything I do, I always knew I wanted to grow up but was never really sure in what direction.
In the beginning I wrote blogs to the people that wanted to know what I was about, to see if it connected -- to see if 'that guy' would make his way in the world by himself and not stick to what his friends were doing. As my writing started to grow I took it further than I ever could, I went around and saw things. Things full of mystery but the idea of the excitement just can make yourself pull forward and see it for yourself. :)
You want to be a big player in the game. The need and the want are your wrong focus. Passion and desire just to be the best, that is the correct direction. Be passionate, fail hard and care not for the end result. Then see how big of a player you've become when you stopped caring about the game. :)
Writing has always came naturally but I've worked extremely hard to get where I am right now, In a country, with my friends, just mixing it up as the days grow more and more. When you let your guard down you can slip and that is never.. ever.. an option for me. I like being the person I am today and if I never achieved the goal of getting to Finland I couldn't imagine what it would've been like if I was still back home. :)
This is my passion and I train like a soldier, Learning new ways to write and discover as I go further and further. I see myself as a professional in many different skills: I've got my writing, My aspect of seeing things, I've got the mind to see further in what I'm doing, I can flip a pancake.. Ok, maybe that's not the best thing of all but still it's pretty cool. :P
I'm trained for anything, I'm neat and tidy, I've got the time to make the right decisions, The work... It all builds up to a moment, to see that I can connect with the people I write to and to those I'll write to later on. It all comes down to one moment, As soon as I open up my blog I give it my full 200%. I only have one chance set on the field, all pencils, pens, and erasers. I'll get it in time, I'm not gonna chase the world.. I'm gonna be the world and see it as it sees me. :)