Midnight Shadows =)

You're in control with the passing of your heartbeat, when everything comes down to a moment in time for when and where your standing and who with I might add is a mystery all on it's own. New Years is coming up pretty soon and I haven't the slightest idea of who I'd kiss at midnight. It's just something I've always wanted to do, However I've kissed a girl in the rain and yet, That was pretty awesome. :P

So, Yeah :)) New Years is over, Was actually really fun.. In my opinion it was. It had it's upsides and downsides but in the end it was well worth the journey. Night started off with me taking Mia out for Pizza.. She never ate it but I always buy pizza if we're chilling and waiting to do something at the park. :) You Left! How Rude! Haa lol :P -- Sort of kind of maybe left her there so I could run across the road and mess around at another restuarant but don't worry.. I can see you from the window :P

Was an actual good night.. I was however texting Hannah for a bit and she had some pretty good stories too.. Stupidly enough Mia wouldn't point out the fact that I was walking through these massive puddles while texting and I'm like "Wh-Wh-Why am I walking through puddles and you're not telling me? XD She just laughed at me like she does and life went on. :) Didn't kiss anyone at New Year.. Happily ok with the result so.. Bring on 2013! :D

Bowl Full Of Cheerios =)

It's New Years Day, I've been meaning to finish my entire blog up to 100  but it's all a working progress and I'm running out of Ideas :) Lately I've been addicted to this phone application called Instagram.. I don't know, it's just really cool :) Bowl Full of Cheerios can mean quite alot of things, My Instagram name, My favourite cereal or just waving goodbye in general  to end of new year. :) I haven't exactly got any plans this year but I've been invited to go to this big park in the Kirjurinluoto which will be cool, Stay up late and watch the fireworks, Eat and Drink.. I do have this one idea to play poker with mates and get a pizza but looked how that panned out. :P

A Little Piece Of Me =)

There are things in this world that people don't know about me so now's a better time than any to bring up some bits and bobs just to set the story straight :) Let's start with my room: It's a place I fairly enjoy during the night because I'm not really at home much due to school, In town or Just at my friends house doing stuff. I have a PlayStation 3 with quite alot of games.. I've actually been meaning to finish them but sooner or later I'll get around to it. Sits nicely inside the desk.

I've got my study unit where I mostly write my blogs, Funnily enough my television is sort of on the big side but I'm saving up for a bigger one :) Sitting away tidily in the background is my electric guitar.. I can't exactly play it chord for chord but I do know a thing or two about doing some tunes from songs and stuff. :) I have hopes to join the British Army sometime after Summer because it takes quite a while to process after I have applied for it online. It's just a back-up if Professional School doesn't work out as I hope, Mainly the: It being too hard to understand in Finnish or not really getting into it. Anyways, I've got my fingers crossed and hopefully I'll be sticking my head down in the books to learn a little bit more of the language along the way :)

T In The Park 2013 =)

Looking forward to 2013, It's already looking pretty awesome as the end of the year takes place. I've got a whole line up of stuff to do next year such as: Get into Professional School, Go to Italy, Maybe see T-In The Park in Scotland, Go with the Family to Ireland & Scotland. Sounds pretty awesome so far :D First of all I'll just mention one of the major things I'd like to do. T-In The Park 2013: The 20th Annual Biggest Music in Scotland. Last year had a bunch of really good performers which would've been cool to see but I wasn't 18 yet and I was pretty busy doing something else :)

If I remember correctly there was:  Snow Patrol, Tinie Tempah, David Guetta, Calvin Harris and Kasabian earlier on in the year. Next year should be even better with a line-up of people I'd love to see: Mumford & Sons, Rihanna, The Script, Emeli Sande, The Killers, Two Door Cinema Club & Many more to be announced :) I'd kinda love if Nicki Minaj & Example was going cause they're like.. Really awesome :D Anyways, So that's what I wanna do in the Summer so far: Just the matter of booking some tickets and pitching a tent for the 3-day music festival. =D

Never Back Down =)

In life you're tested by the toughest of challenges which lead to failure and success, To fight a fight isn't the matter of losing or winning but The strength.. The agility.. The strategic differences of your opponent. To be nobody but yourself.. In a world which is doing it's best, Night and day, To make everything else.. The means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can overcome. :)

It's not all about fighting with your hands, your heart, your brain or instinct. It's about taking control and making the best decision you could make, sometimes with a not-so-easy outcome but it's for what you think is right. A world in making an a** of yourself is under rated, I made an a** of myself over a girl.. I made an a** of myself over the same girl a bunch of times. But I have no regrets, Because it lead to something that I wouldn't give up for the world if it lead to what is now.. you being my friend. :)

Never give up on what you really want to do, The person with big dreams is more powerful than one with all the facts. Everyone in life has their very own fight, A chance to step up for yourself and what you believe in. To gain trust from you friends, To have friends that could be your enemies but atleast you'll know who you are and where you belong on the path to being happy. :)

If this is it, When all we have and ever will.. A chance, An opportunity & A right to stand for we believe in.. To strive to be not the best, But good enough to be you. :)

Snowcastles In The Snow =)

Next weekend's gonna be fun, Thinking about going to Yyteri with the sledges.. It's about 1km for my house and I haven't been this winter yet. Yyteri is a really big beach with massive sand dunes but covered in snow for the winter. :)

I remember just about 2 years ago, Roland & I went there with his family but soon as we got there we buggered off to the dangerous parts of the beach and went down those really high, concaving slopes.. Mind you, I almost broke my neck and hand but I didn't, It hurt alot when we landed because at some point we were in the air and landed right bang on top of each other and we're were like "Fuuuu.. not doing that again" :D

Quite recently, Don't know if you've heard, but there was a little missing boy that was lost but now he's been found. Sadly enough he had suffocated to death because a snow castle had collapsed on top of him. Sad really, I can't imagine how cold it would have been and it's a sad loss for the parents. I couldn't imagine anything horrible to ever happen to my child. So I thought this news article would go well with my blog post today, Let's light a candle to him and hope he's ok wherever he is and wish him a Merry Christmas. =') xx

The Colours Of Christmas =)

A friend has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes. Kind words will do just fine. A friend judges others not by their colour or creed or class but by who they are inside. A friend doesn't care if you are rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give them your heart and they'll give you theirs. It was really quite simple, and yet us humans, so much wiser and more sophisticated, have always had trouble figuring out what really counts in life and what does not. As I began to look back on the year, I realized it was all right there in front of us, If only we opened our eyes. Sometimes it took a person with beautiful hair, a lovely voice, and pure intentions to help me see it. :)

Through out many years off living here my mind has adapted to many new skills, from remembering many specific dates and events, people and places, books and movies. The mind is a tricky thing to handle, from holding control down on a keyboard to letting it go, from going home to deleting a memory. In this world there is no greater good from deleting a memory from your mind, because at the end of the day we all want to look back on those memories we may have forsaken, when in doubt ignored, but really just considered letting them pass by in hope to fulfill them with better ones along the way. :)

It's Almost Christmas =)

Making a decision is hard beyond belief, Sometimes you could have a tough one to make: Between friends, Events or Just to choose what you want for Christmas. :) In the end we gotta do what we gotta do, There may be a few consequences to take effect but at the end of the day it could turn out better than we expected. :)

So relax, Take your time. Take your time to trust in yourself and you'll find an easy answer. :) In most cases things usually tend to be about a guy or a girl.. I mean why wouldn't it be.. It's a good topic :) Someone to be by your side, to fix problems, work them out and have a laugh. Roll around making snow-angels on a lovely winters day, Just turning a negative.. Into a positive. :)

The one and only wonder of this world can mean alot of things really, Due to the love and respect put into a decision of many outcomes. It doesn't matter if the road gets rough, No matter if you're rich or poor.. Atleast they'll be by your side no matter what anyways. :)

Take the falling of snowflakes for example, Each and every individual white shaped star falls.. They are full of divine beauty but once they touch the ground.. They become more beautiful and precious as the one before. :)

Life Stuck In Wonderland =)

As you ponder, through the tales and misfortunes, into a world entirely your own, you start to question your surroundings. There is a place, like no place on earth. Some say to survive it, You need to start at the beginning and as all tales of wonderland usually start off, is with a wardobe.

It was fortold that I found myself in wonderland, It was a rather strange thought to be thinking but yet again if you were taken to a new country, surrounded by snow and reindeer, you'd think it was a dream. Now, one of the things that I do love about being here is the feeling that anything is possible, you get out of school one day and anything can happen and when you do get out, everything you do, everything you choose are all the right decisions. :)

You can still go and explore, go places you haven't yet discovered or even thought about because outside this country there is far more to accomplish, can't imagine why I'm focusing on travelling because all my friends and family are here but I can still call it home. :)

The only device designed to take you backwards is your memory, but don't let your memory fool you. Memories grow sweeter with time. We are made to move forward. We have to study the future fearlessly ..and I know a little bit about fear. Once I took a trip which was far from safe but the risk was worth taking. Like my friends said: We don't have a magical wardrobe like the Pevensie children, but we do have books to take us to different worlds. :)

Keep The Dream Alive =)

So umm I kinda woke up a bit later for school than I expected. If only the stupid alarm clock worked on my new phone (Got a new phone couple weeks back, Samsung Galaxy SII.. Not much to tell than it being light and awesome)

I started school at 08:00.. Had my alarm set at 06:00.. Put it on a 30min snooze and I just didn't hear it at all because I had a really long weekend and didn't sleep much. Mostly crashing on friends sofas and stuff :)

This morning I woke up at 11:30.. :D Kicked the wall and slightly shouted/whispered.. "Fuuuuu" :D On the bright side, Found my scarf in a pile of snow near the bus stop :)) You honestly wanna know something.. I had this awesome dream and kinda didn't wanna finish it so that's what I get for being late for school as I'll ever be. Nowww: Let's get into trouble :D

You're A Firework =)

I like girls as much as the next person in life.. It's the small things that matter too rather than looks and intelligence. For what I see in a girl.. That's it's own story by far: You know.. Someone to care about, Someone to love, Someone to just have a laugh with, Make memories that can last a lifetime but there to solve problems wherever the storm breaks loose. :)

I have been in love 2 times in my life.. It's not much but I came to admire having done so than having not. So many songs stuck in-between memories.. Some good and some bad but these will be the memories that'll click rather well when I hear them once again. :)

You try your best but don't succeed.. If you had a heart like mine you'd know that it never gives up on what it wants most. Whether it's a girl, A park.. Or a Roast-Beef Sandwich. I will love for how long I imagine possible, Until each and every chamber of my cardiology breaks down. >> And beats right back up again. To future me. -- Hope you're good, Bye x

Snowflakes & Stardust =)

Soon in life everything can change.. Especially the weather. Just last week I was this lovely british guy that wore a shirt n' tie to school.. Now I'm an Eskimo. Haha :) It's all good in the balance of things, I'm currently living in what's best to be known as winter wonderland with all the reindeer and gingerbread.. Except I've never seen any Reindeer and haven't had any fairly 'decent' gingerbread yet. Maybe my mates could make some? (;

Besides the fact of it being rather beautiful in the morning, It really gets cold quite a bit. If a bit means -18'C.. So far. :) However.. I did managed to dig out a lovely scarf from a while back so it's really cozy.

The time goes by so naturally, You will see the snow echoing above your glacy rooftops, Kids out making snow-angels, Taking a special girl ice-skating just to kiss her cute little blue button nose :') Winter may be here for a while but it'll be more fun than we dreamed of, Because.. Right here at this very moment. It's all good from here. :)

We're Just Cool Like That :P

It was really fun last weekend, Been a bit chilly now and again. Kinda wanna build a Snowman but It's not snowing and It's almost December. How weird ! Even in Finland. :) I honestly haven't the slightest clue of why Hannah keeps on waking me up in the morning.. (Sorry, Afternoon) XD Just at some random hour when I'm sound asleep.. Enjoying the peace and quiet -- Not studying like little miss goody two shoes over here :D Haha :P

Mm.. So went up in the pouring rain, Mind you I didn't have a jacket at the time because "It's not cold" >> Kinda wanna take that back now. lol -- We watched the Lorax with Roland, It's about a..a..a.. It's an orange thing with a Moustache ! :D And there were fluffy trees also.. I'm actually kinda laughing while I'm writing this cause it sounds far-fetched a bit, Was actually a real good movie so glad I saw it.

I'm sort of competitive when it comes to games.. Apologies if your hand got bruised or something. :) Yeahh, We played Poker, Blackjack, Snap.. Honestly, She beats us at everything ! :D We guys suck at everything I suppose.. The key to winning is: Jaffa Orange, It's like a Finnish based Fanta. :) Just messed around, Ate some chocolate, Went home by bike, Waited at the bus station till' 2:15am but still a fun night by far. :)