Summer =) Part III

Knowing these next few months might be our last, i still can't help but bare that sooner or later we are all going to go our separate ways. We stand together as friends with our heads held high and for happiness bound up in our loved ones, where family takes the lead and gives out freedom. We live in a world with war, with love, with romance and prosperity but know one thing. This summer, make the most of it, because at the end of it, we’ll make our own decisions, might seem scary but I assure you that once you’re on track.. You’ll know the road from there. :)

Making your own heading is never easy but to have a helping hand goes a long way. The lives of friends are somewhere in the far distance to be, sure we learn to take responsibility for our actions, choices, mistakes and of course our friends but to really understand the story of what has become ..you have to go back to the beginning.. From where it all started. :)

Just look up at the stars and believe who you are that forever in your memory you'll always have friends no matter how far, or how long, or how distant they may seem but in your heart.. they're closer than you think. We always knew it would come all down to this, it's times like these I will take into account and always remember. Matters of the heart are going to change but we'll all gain new ones. No matter where, when or how far.. we just will :)

As time passes by, It has been a good run. We've chased the stars, Stayed up late to watch the sun rise up, Made friends in the process but the funny thing ..is dreaming about the day, when you wake up and find, that what you're looking for has been here the whole time. Friends, I’d love to tell you that over the years we didn’t drift apart.. Even for a bit at one time or another. We don’t mean for it to happen but it does. But no matter what, to this day, come hell or high waters, we all still get together at least once a month to catch-up. :)

"When one door closes, another one opens. To the side where we feel more at home"

With all love and kindness, Enjoy your life. :)

Conorrr :]

xx

Journeys End: In Lovers Meeting =)

Strength: It'z funny how you  notice the first time you see someone, confidence, a nice smile, what's impossible to know at first glance, is everything else. You know the story about a girl that falls for the guy but evidently the guy seems to have a better interest "Modern Warfare 3" :D But to really understand why you have to understand a little about the game he loves. It requires teamwork, strategy and a bit of violence. It'z hard to say if warriors are born or if they are made from circumstances. I know everyone faces hardship in life, It just seems like some people are actually made stronger by it. :)

Beginnings: There are a bunch of ways to find out about someone, you can watch them around other people, find out what their interests are, how they react on new circumstances. Sometimes if you really wanna know someone, It's easier just to talk to them yourself. The heart is a funny thing, it can break, it can beat a little faster. But the most important thing it can do is heal, and if you follow it, it will lead you anywhere you need to go. Maybe somewhere new, who knows? :)

Trust: You think you know someone, you have a nice connection, but before they let you in, they gotta let themselves in. They have to learn their own heart. If real is what you can feel, smell, taste and see, then 'real' is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain. What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire life, that there's something wrong with the world. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad. :)

Love: Don't you just love that intense moment when two people see each other for the first time in such a long while and then it hits you, you realise something, something rare and warm, so warm it makes your heart tingle. Then out of nowhere it comes to you, like a blade of ice, melting over a cozy hot fireplace. So treat your significant woman like home spun gold and forever in your memory you will love her through out your life with no regrets to look back on. :)

"Through challenge we find strength, Through courage we find love..."

Keepin' It Real

Conorrr :]

Paramore @ Edinburgh! :D

Just flicking through Facebook, as we all are at some point of the day :P Turns out Paramore are playing in Edinburgh on the 21st of August 2012. An ideal way to top off the summer with a bang.. or in this case > A concert :D Been into Paramore since around 4 years back when i moved over to Finland > lol :D Paramore has made a few songs for some movie's such as Twilight & Transformers: Dark of the Moon =) If i was to choose a few favourite songs i'd say: Brick By Boring Brick, That's What You Get, Ignorance, Monster & Airplanes Ft. B.o.B =)) Soo we'll see if i can manage to get a ticket or tickets if i'm bringing along on of my best-matess :D


Keepin' It Real.. 


Conorrrr :]

It'z a Boy/Girl Thing :D

Boys & Girls have different opinions about everything... i mean everything. :P

Let's take The Vampire Diaries into the situation, Knowing me.. I love The Vampire Diaries, Mm.. Sure it's a girly thing to watch but who the hell cares? I know i don't, If i like something i'll stick with it.. It's not about what other people think. :)

You see if a guy was to come up to me and describe it, the first word that would come out their mouth would be >> "gayyyy" but if a girl was to describe it >> "omg! it's about this girl whose parents died and meets a mystery boy who turns out to be a vampire" you see what i mean, I'd stick to the girls opinion cause let's face it.. they are smarter. :P Hold on! ;)

Let's bring up Transformers. :P Me being a guy would obviously just say this "Cars that turn into Robots and have a major Deathmatch" & Then girls would say.. atleast i think they would say >>  "Oh it's umm about a boy who buys a car then trys impress a girl and stuff" >> Zzzz... The guy has already zoned out from the converstaion :D I'm just saying here and now.. If it's a girl thing ask their opinion & if it's a guy thing ask their opinion. :)

Keepin' It Real

Conorrrr... :]

xx

The Vampire Diaries ♥

This story is about a high-school teenager torn between two vampire brothers, and throughout every episode it has it's own twists and turns. Keep in mind I only ever wanted to see the very first episode and now the only thing i hate about it is that when i get to the very end of each episode it's like something totally unexpected happens and i'm like "no way..hate this tv show!" then I've gotta see the next episode a week later or something. lol :) ♥

I love The Vampire Diaries, It'z way better than Twilight. Twilight is mainly about a depressed girl who can't decide whether to "be with" a dead guy or a dog. Isn't exactly a nice way to describe it but you get what i mean. The reason i started watching The Vampire Diaries is because all my mates were talking about it.. well most of em' are girls so obviously it wasn't a guy that suggested it was it now? xD Even though all i heard from them was the words like "twilight spin-off girly drama lovey dovey vampire chick flick sorta thing" lol > still wasn't gonna watch it but it was on tv so i though why not. :) ♥

I'm now three seasons into the series but tonight'z gonna be a good night. The ground breaking, sexually-charged, irresistible & smoldering love for this one girl ties up in the all new episode of The Vampire Diaries. <3 Check it out!

Keepin' It Real.

Conorrrr :]

xx


P.S. Season Four begins with the knowledge that everything is changing. As Elena and her friends enter into the final stretch of high school before graduation sends them off on different paths, their bond to their home town of Mystic Falls takes on a deeper meaning when a new villain seems intent on destroying it. 

Just Do It! =D

As of today i realised that I'm writting a blog everyday now.. i have no idea why.. just bored i guess, and makes efforts seem better than stickin' on a short message on Facebook about what's on your mind. Writting a blog makes things easier.. may take longer but still you can get enough detail stuffed in while doing so & add a few pics to bring light to it a bit. :)

Everyone has a dream of where they want to be in life, I on the other hand had my hopes to become a writer and perhaps write or even become an English teacher because to be honest i think I'd find it fun to do even if i need to go study the grammar and literature of it all. :)

The twists n' Turns of the Life is a mind-f**k to solve but it's still fun to laugh at while figuring it out. As much as I'd love to be a writer or sorts and at least go snowboarding at some point in life. I'm sticking to learning construction of buildings and the way stuff works.. Only cause i'm in this bloody country for a good while.. lol =P 

Impossible is a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power of they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It'z an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It'z a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. If you think something is impossible try this >> Impossible = I'm Possible. =)

See you on the otherside

Keepin' It Real ♫

Conorrrr :]

Like It or Love It! =P

Life is too short to wake up in the morrning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who don't. And believe that everything happens for a reason... if you get a chance - Take it. If it changes your life - Let it. Nobody said that it would be easy.. They just promised that it would be worth it. Friendship isn't about whom you've known the longest, It's about who came, and never left your side. :)

Life comes with no guarantees, No time runs out, No second chances, You just have to live life to the fullest, Laugh as much as you can. Spend all your money, Tell someone what they mean to you. Tell someone off, Speak up. Dance in the pouring rain, Hold someones hand, Comfort a friend, Pig out. Fall asleep watching the sun come up. Stay up late, Be a flirt, Smile until your face hurts. :)

Nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it up, avoid the bullshit, take chances, and never have regrets, because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted. :) Don't be afraid to take chances or even fall in love.. and most of all live in the moment because when you look back someday knowing no regrets - It'z going to be what makes you smile =)

Dance - As no one is watching you.

Love - As though you haven't been hurt before.

Sing - As no one can hear you.

Live - As though heaven is on earth.

Yours & Forever Always

Conorrrr :]

xx

 

Mother's Day.. =)

Today and onwards, I stand proud, for the bridges I've climbed, for the battles I've won, and for the examples I've set, but most importantly, for the person I have become. I like who I am now, finally, at peace with me... Shelley Attwood, also known as my mum, with define beauty and matters much like my own, she died one year to this day and alot has happened through out this past year. :)

In recollection I'd say i loved her, still do love her, even when she wasn't around. Days when i needed her the most, she wasn't there but truth be told my dad was always there.. generally it's not the same as a mother figure but as time went on you got used to it and so i love him. It is real hard growing up with only one parent but steady yet i can't say i haven't had the worst childhood, i still had a few friends by my side. :)

To be honest i haven't really came to terms with it all, meaning her death. It was a sunny day much like last year which also stood on Mother's Day. I can't say I'm happy she died but i can say that it is nice for her to pass on a day much like this other than any other regular time through out history. Mother's Day is the day we think about our mothers and so I'll never forget. :)

Shelley Attwood died peacefully in her sleep on 8th May 2011, Aged 36. A loving Mum, Devoted Wife, Cherished Daughter, Daughter-in-Law & Treasured Sister. She will be sadly missed by all who loved her. <3 I think of all the memorable times we had and the ones we will no longer share. You will always be in my heart and mind. I love you and I miss you xx

Yours & Forever Always

Conor Reid Clements

xx

Live Your Life! =)

Life is an interesting journey, You never know where it'll take you, Peaks & Valleys, Twists & Turns, You can get the surprise of your life. Sometimes on the way to where you're going you might think this is the worst time of my life but you know what? >>

At the end of the road, The wildest adventure can get you where you want to be, you remember whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger and now look at the adventure, it was worth it. On the way to the top you would do anything but how do you get your life back when you get there. Just be thankful for the life you got. :)

This is your life. Do what you love, And do it often. If you don't like something, change it. If you don't like your job, Quit. If you don't have enough time, Stop watching tv. If you are looking for the love of your life, Stop. They will be waiting for you for when you start doing the things you love. Stop over analyzing.

All emotions are beautiful. When you eat. Appreciate. Life is simple. Every last bite. Open your mind, Arms, and Heart to new things and new people. :) We are united in our differences. Ask the next person what their passion is. And share your inspiring dream with them. Travel often. Getting lost will help you find yourself.

Some opportunities only come once, Seize them. Life is about people you meet, And the things you create when you meet them. So go out and start creating, Mix it all up. Life is short. Live your dream. And wear your passion. :)

"Until Next Time"

Yours & Forever Always 

Conor Reid Clements

xx

The Girl Next Door =)

Just the other night i watched, "The Girl Next Door". Love this film to the fullest cause it takes the story about a teenage boy that has all his goals and achievements, basically his career set out. Elisha Cuthbert: This Blonde, Beautiful & Courageous girl who is a porn star, Moves in next door. :)


Putting the porn star matter aside for a moment, the movie concentrates on the chemistry between the guy and girl. You know what i loved though, is that this girl who he'd never met pushes him to his limits to do crazy and insane things to show him that there's more to life than school, career and other things. 


After all the chaotic drama and romance, it's not about who she is, but who she is in his eyes. Basically he just wants her to know that, he knows who she really is, and that she is better than what she seems to be. :) Near the end he makes his speech to get a scholarship for college, probably one of the highlights to the film, So then he makes his speech about "Moral Fiber" >> I didn't even know what the hell it is until i watched the movie. lol =P

So then he makes his speech and here is what it was: "Lately I've been seeing life a whole lot differently. Now I think moral fiber's about finding that one thing you really care about. That one special thing that means more to you than anything else in the world. And when you find her, you fight for her. You risk it all, you put her in front of everything, your life, all of it. And maybe the stuff you do to help her isn't so clean. You know what? It doesn't matter. Because in your heart you know, that the juice is worth the squeeze. That's what moral fiber's all about."

After all the crazy stuff that had happened he still didn't get in to the school, but did mange to go partners and go 50/50 on a business which then paid for his school fee. :)

 This movie is up to its full potential and i loved it from start to finish. :)

"What'z the craziest thing you've done lately?"


Until next time

Yours & Forever Always

Conor Reid Clements :)

Architecting My Mind =)

Home: I haven't been home for a while, I'm pretty sure everything's the same. To be honest i would rather be in a place where i feel home and I'm not really sure here is really here ='/ You know. You see if i went back over in the summer even for a few weeks, just to see for myself where i belong. It would make decisions far more easier. By now the choice is making everything seem easier, Like i don't have a girl holding me back or anything which in a way is sad but probably the best thing. :) 

Advantages: I'd be well happy if i was somewhere in like Glasgow or even Edinburgh, A big city full of Adventure & Stuff. Keep in mind, Finland is pretty cool, I've got my dad, and my friends who i call family but would still feel like i wanna rip their heads off at times =P But we're in reality and somewhere along the lines i want to be happy. You know. Have a good career. A nice home. A family of my own. :)

Personally: Once in your life, if you are very lucky, you will meet the person who divides your life into the time before you met and the time after. But obviously i can achieve a better life in a place i can call home for myself. I know for a fact if I stay, I'll find it difficult in Finland because of the language. I need to get a career by studying in English, A language that will make things easier. :)

Destiny: Do we live in the physical world that we can touch, or do we live in the world that we create in our minds? It's really our choice to make. Just suppose that the shaping and molding of destiny... is your own destiny, and someday you'll live it the way you feel. As for the question of destiny, all i know is even when destiny really wants to accomplish something. It can't do it alone. You still have to go to that place. You still have to show up. You still have to build a bridge. To the one you love. :)

"I wish you a story with a happy ending, and the wisdom to help you look for it" :)

Yours & Forever Always

Conorrrr :]

xx

The Leap =)

Everyone can point to something and say, that's how it started. After everything that happens through-out your life, you will always have an incredible story behind it all. :) Now starting off with Roland, a tremendous guy who is always there to chill around with, sure we have ups and downs, but at the end of the day, he's a guy you'd do everything with and not care.. just laugh about all the crazy stuff you do,  why i stick around with him? Let's put it this way, If we never met we wouldn't have stories to tell, and if their are no stories then why live :)

Life wouldn't be as obsolete without Jessica, One of  the closest and nicest of friends you'd meet, who, to this day, would still talk to you about anything and still know that she'd keep a secret, always being there and holding the glue between all our friends. :) From there, there's Hannah, Jessica's little sister, the most coolest person you'd meet, one of which who would join in the all the fun, have a few laughs and still bring more colour into every ones life. Also who'd no matter what age, would still keep all our childhoods alive by doing anything that made things seem more fun than before :)

Listen to the world and just take the leap. How i came this far, That's a story that will be told throughout life until one day when i look back on life and tell the story of how i saw the world, how i became me, how i made a difference in life. :) Last but not least, Mia, one of Hannah's best mates, without her , life wouldn't be real, i mean she'd always be there,  a friend to party with, a friend to mess around and take photos with, just a friend you'd know you would miss if you left. :)

"When you know what you want to do in life. It is only half of what you want. The other half, the most important half is who you do it with." (:

Lots of Love,

Yours & Forever Always.

Conor Reid Clements :)

xx

Stick it 2 The World! =D

I like to have options, options take you to new and exciting places, places full of joy and happiness. Somebody once said: "Happiness cannot be real unless shared" now looking into those words, what could we learn? From simple words drawn together we get intentions to make you think outside of the box. Now many things can happen when doing so, just gotta make sure their not crazy outcomes. :P

There are moments in life, when you are faced with very simple questions that make you think. While it appears that the answer should be foolishly simple...you find yourself staring at the question, confused beyond belief. The answer is not immediately false. Your mind searches for the simple solution to a simple question...yet there's none to be found. As you ponder the complicated within an innocent looking question, it dawns on you. Sometimes, things that may appear simple, aren't quite as straight forward as people may like to believe.

We understand that you can't transform people who don't have internal drive and desire to create. But we also know it doesn't work to urge people to think outside the box without giving them the tools to climb out. Guess what? F**k it all, You get out there, Be with your matesss and Live! :D

"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option"

Keepin' It Real 4-Evaaa

Ice Cream Conor

 xx

Just the Way You Are =)

The seas only gifts are harsh blows, and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong. Now, i don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions, facing the blind, deaf stone alone with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head.

Instincts that seem to sense the threat of a loss so huge and irreparable that the mind strengthens at taking its measure. I'd begin to wonder if she can understand all that I'm is saying any longer, but i catch myself and remember that these are not the parents i grew up with, but people softened by the forced reflection that comes with loss. Still, everything Shelley is saying has to be said. And i trust for her that everything she is doing has to be done. This is our life. :)

The core of mans spirit comes with new experiences, so I'll go out, and do what my mum couldn't.. live a full life instead of passing at a young age. There is no known bound to what is before us, I'll see, I'll do.. that's all i can really hope for. There's a whole world out there and I'm gonna go on some adventure. See the world. & Later on, Have a family of my own and not follow in my parents footsteps, I'll be the best damn husband and father i can be, there is no greater thing in life than raising your own child and having a family that can depend, trust and love you through all of it. :)

I may be a good writer that sometimes says the right thing but hard to understand sometimes, I'm actually a warm-hearted human being who'll love anybody that'll love me back. I just, i like being myself.. being the guy that listens, trusts, loves and is kind. I'll do the thing I'm good at.. being myself whether it's planning out things before you do them, coming on a little too strong at times but it's part of my charm.. I'm the kind of guy who'll travel across waters for a girl, jump off a high place even tho I'm scared of heights, get rid of spiders even tho I'd dislike it but the guy really does need to put his girl first and protect her so here i am.. a boy from Britain, stuck in Finland, looking for a heading. :)

 

Yours & Forever Always

Conor Reid Clements 

xx

Marley & My Blog. =P

It just so happens that I'm a guy, i fiddle with things, sometimes delete the wrong email address linked to my blog. Such a dumb ass mistake! :D In retrospect i guess you gotta mess with things to see what the outcome is..even in life. Managed to send a recovery email application to google but gotta wait til' Wednesday to get my blog back..hopefully =)

Guess I'm stuck to writing this new blog.. lol, i shall call this "Life As I've Known It.." cause well even if i do get my blog back i can write about family, friends.. maybe a future wife & kids like a columnist as in John Grogan in Marley & Me, who writes about topics rather than actual everyday life apart from writing about Marley. :) Really love that film.. & Book cause i read it. <3

We don't acquire wisdom until we make a few mistakes, So don't worry if you make a whole lot or a whole little amount of mistakes... Just think how wise you're going to be. :) Just think here, Mistakes are really just "Miss-Takes" lol :P

Yours & Forever Always

Conorrrrr :)

xx