The seas only gifts are harsh blows, and, occasionally, the chance to feel strong. Now, i don't know much about the sea, but I do know that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it is in life not necessarily to be strong, but to feel strong, to measure yourself at least once, to find yourself at least once in the most ancient of human conditions, facing the blind, deaf stone alone with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head.
Instincts that seem to sense the threat of a loss so huge and irreparable that the mind strengthens at taking its measure. I'd begin to wonder if she can understand all that I'm is saying any longer, but i catch myself and remember that these are not the parents i grew up with, but people softened by the forced reflection that comes with loss. Still, everything Shelley is saying has to be said. And i trust for her that everything she is doing has to be done. This is our life. :)
The core of mans spirit comes with new experiences, so I'll go out, and do what my mum couldn't.. live a full life instead of passing at a young age. There is no known bound to what is before us, I'll see, I'll do.. that's all i can really hope for. There's a whole world out there and I'm gonna go on some adventure. See the world. & Later on, Have a family of my own and not follow in my parents footsteps, I'll be the best damn husband and father i can be, there is no greater thing in life than raising your own child and having a family that can depend, trust and love you through all of it. :)
The core of mans spirit comes with new experiences, so I'll go out, and do what my mum couldn't.. live a full life instead of passing at a young age. There is no known bound to what is before us, I'll see, I'll do.. that's all i can really hope for. There's a whole world out there and I'm gonna go on some adventure. See the world. & Later on, Have a family of my own and not follow in my parents footsteps, I'll be the best damn husband and father i can be, there is no greater thing in life than raising your own child and having a family that can depend, trust and love you through all of it. :)
I may be a good writer that sometimes says the right thing but hard to understand sometimes, I'm actually a warm-hearted human being who'll love anybody that'll love me back. I just, i like being myself.. being the guy that listens, trusts, loves and is kind. I'll do the thing I'm good at.. being myself whether it's planning out things before you do them, coming on a little too strong at times but it's part of my charm.. I'm the kind of guy who'll travel across waters for a girl, jump off a high place even tho I'm scared of heights, get rid of spiders even tho I'd dislike it but the guy really does need to put his girl first and protect her so here i am.. a boy from Britain, stuck in Finland, looking for a heading. :)
Yours & Forever Always
Conor Reid Clements
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