Always & Forever =) ♥

In all summers there's a story, A story I'll hold close to my heart throughout the years to come. When I look back now, That summer seemed to last forever and if I had the chance, I'd always make it feel like it once again, Because, In all honesty, Those were the best days of my life. Forgetting who we used to be I wouldn't bring you down, I think as much as I go by another day I see that living is just another step. Atleast we can enjoy it with our hearts beating out of proportion, Knowing you're doing good and I too.. Working like clockwork train along the shadowy path.. Looking for our next summer :)

If I was to go telling my friends all the great things about you I wouldn't know where to start because each day of summer was by far so memorable that when I look back at life, I can see that it's not just going to be a memory, But a part of my life I've lived and learned from.. In a good way. :) It's weird, Though. I feel like the only one who would understand this is you. In a way, that makes sense. She was the one of the very few people I was myself around. Of course she'd be that same person for me. Anyway, I left all that out and I kept it simple. I told them I loved you and that's the truth. :)

In everyones life there's a summer we'll never forget.

And a summer where it all started.

xx

The One That Got Away.. =)

Hate that bloody song by Katy Perry. Well in a way not really cause' just when you hear the lyrics and relate to your life i'm like c'monnnnn, makes me feel like I gotta run all the way up that bloody road and just kiss the girl that i know i might possibly lose after the summer. :')

There are days i could go do it, but only when it's raining and it doesn't really rain that often. The rain you ask? Rain, right so ever since i was a child growing up in Great Britain, also abandoned by my mum at age 4. Everyday i'd always look out the window pain looking for her to come back. So basically she never did come back and so i take the rain as a symbol of my life to whenever it rains i'd be happy because i never gave up in looking for her. :)

The tricky part is if i did do it before the summer or during, whatever works. Then we'd have that "what if" feeling like cause if i go and she goes then we'd always look back on it and think should we have stayed or gone and forever always know that it could've worked out. :)


"So much of what is best in us is bound up in our love of family that it remains the measure of our stability because it measures our sense of loyalty."

Yours & Forever Always,

Conor Reid Clements

P.S. "You think too much...!" :D

Paramore - That's What You Get

Summer =) Part I

Knowing these next few months will be our last, i can't help but bare that sooner or later we are all going our separate ways. Over the past few years I've lived in Finland my life has changed irreparably from meeting valuable friends and allies. Most days of the year are un-remarkable. They begin & they end... with no lasting memories in between. Most days have no impact on the course of my life. If i had learned anything it was that you can't ascribe great cosmic significance to a simply earth event. :)

With all the time we have left between now and summer, we will make everyday count or as i like to say "Livin' Everyday Life Up 2 The Fullest" cause entanglements makes everything more complicated and so on we make the most of it. I love my Friends & Family. :)

It is the year 2012, The year everything changes. Friends going off to different schools, Leaving to different countries, it'll be hard on all of us. Some more than others will never see each other again, but hopefully in the future. So when it is time to leave and go make a fresh start on life i will go but leave some kind words behind on my journey.


"I'm thankful for the years spent with this family. For everything we shared and every chance we got to grow. I'll take the best of them with me. And lead by their example wherever i go. A friend once told me to be honest with you. So here goes: This isn't what i want but I'll take the high road. Maybe it's because i look at everything as a lesson, or cause i don't want to walk around angry, or maybe it's because i finally understand. There are things we don't want to happen but we have to accept. Things we don't wanna know. But have to learn and people we can't live without but have to let go."



"We'll figure it out, One way or Another"




Lots of Love, xx



.::.Conor Reid Clements.::. =))